Sunday, September 19, 2010

Slow burning embers of leftover passion,
they await,
quite patiently and longingly
to witness the aftermath that never was
the aftermath of self-destruction.

Arms wrapped lovingly around
the bundle of blankets, and hot chocolate
from which hands are gathering warmth
amidst cold and unkindly deserts.

The moon shines brightly tonight
it seems symbolic of love (in the hay-day)
A constant, cruel reminder of coy smiles
and hands slithering down one's pants,
Of a confused mixture of lust and need
confused with lovely feelings of love.

Tired eyes which find it hard to blink again
and lift themselves up to stand up to a world of pain
terrible tragedies trigger unfamiliar emotions
they're as real as the silken clouds seen often in paintings..
As the earth shakes beneath those feet once more
Those eyes, they search for a lighthouse, the silver lining.

Friday, September 10, 2010

Dance

I dance when I'm happy
I dance when I'm sad
I dance to settle the stomach
when there's too much food inside
I dance to let those tears fall;
the tears I don't want to wipe
I dance to bathe myself in sunshine
My river running along on my side
I dance when there are currents of tension,
over-analysis, a little beyond redemption
I dance to cover the pain caused by
others, and some from self-infliction
I dance to feel sexy and strong
and quite darn good enough
I dance to feel beautiful
I dance in your imaginary arms
and in front of an ephemeral audience that sits
in awe of Me and my apparent Perfection.